失落是櫃子

To: C Alvin Yu, Sep 27, 2012, 20:34

失落是櫃子

靜靜收藏著

我的深彩色記憶

那些記憶裡

有橘色溫暖

有藍色憂傷

有紅色歡樂

有綠色希望

和 粉紅色的愛

還有 變成深白色的你

打開櫃子

我才能誠實的想你

打開櫃子

我才能不擔心地回到從前

打開櫃子

我才能 好像又擁抱住你的

感覺到 愛

關上櫃子

我知道我暫時關上了回憶

關上櫃子

我知道我也關住了想念你

失落是櫃子

讓我可以細細的分辨

與你與他或與任何人有關的這一切

該怎麼 收

才好

誠實地想你

To: C Alvin Yu, Sep 24, 2012, 16:52

誠實地想你

是一種勇氣

是一種深愛

是一種無法切割的關係

愛的形式太多

因為你的出現與存在

讓我明白

有種愛 是遠遠關心

有種愛 是遺憾錯過

有種愛 是成全祝福

有種愛 是割捨犧牲

有種愛 是用一生相守 想念

都不够

WhatsApp Chat: Anger…

9/21/12, 15:48:43: Ipeng:

I think he move to his new house oredi...

9/21/12, 16:03:13: Ipeng:

He put the status said sick and rest at home at Sri gombak at 3/9/12.. Since when he move out frm ur place? Or he stays at his wife's house all these while lor.

9/21/12, 16:08:13: Vssb Chong:

No no no... Almost 2 months no stay there alr.

 

9/21/12, 16:09:03: Ipeng:

Ur there is where? His wife there? Ah Heng there?

9/21/12, 16:11:16: Ipeng:

Or u check with the carpenter doing the joinery works or cabinets at your site, did they do his new house renovation or not? May b he stay at new house at Jalan Ipoh oso... Is the carpentry contractor from Klang one?

9/21/12, 16:12:38: Ipeng:

The contractor boss from Klang one got a hotel at Klang Meru or Kapar?? I forgot oredi

9/21/12, 16:39:35: Ipeng:

What is Kipark project?

9/21/12, 16:41:07: Vssb Chong:

Tht one I don knw oh kipark project.

9/21/12, 16:43:26: Ipeng:

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9/21/12, 16:44:58: Ipeng:

Sometimes, I feel I am very CRAZYYYY!!!!!!!

9/21/12, 16:45:21: Ipeng:

9/21/12, 16:46:03: Vssb Chong: He is using him Usaha Waja Sdn Bhd name card to take a renovation works

 

9/21/12, 16:47:21: Ipeng:

May be en asrie ask him do a quotation for ur future project le?

9/21/12, 18:58:14: Ipeng:

Next time don call me...

9/21/12, 18:58:40: Ipeng:

He called me out of sudden n 1 2 talk to kids

9/21/12, 18:59:04: Ipeng:

Call us only whe he feel guilty

9/21/12, 18:59:30: Ipeng:

Bastered!!!!!

9/21/12, 19:14:26: Ipeng:

Ask me to buy birthday present for Belle n get the monies from him!

9/21/12, 19:15:16: Ipeng:

If u really do care n love, no matter how bz u r, u will shop n pick the present for your kids!!!

9/21/12, 19:15:35: Ipeng:

By your own hand n heart!!!

9/21/12, 19:16:22: Ipeng:

I told him I will buy my own, the doodolls that the kids said so loong oredi...

9/21/12, 19:16:44: Ipeng:

That he said he will buy for them!!!!

9/21/12, 19:16:58: Ipeng:

Till now...non

9/21/12, 19:17:43: Ipeng:

How difficulty I am working or financially I will keep my promise for my kids !!!

9/21/12, 19:18:39: Ipeng:

I really dun 1 paint a beautiful picture in front of kids oredi... I have to cover his face for what???

9/21/12, 19:19:12: Ipeng:

For all the hardship 3 of us gone thru?? Fuck!!!!

I really feel mad and angry of all these fake caring and love to the children.

I feel so awful after that, why I just let my angers burst out like that, I was not suppose to do that.

I did tell the children Daddy that, the Doodolls that he promised to buy for them, I will buy myself to the children.

I think I knew the reason why he would not buy for the children, because the Doodolls series is His and His new wife’s love story…

The Doodolls will remind him of his new love only… He is Her Mr. Nerdie, not for me and the children… probably He is still for the kids, but not for me any more…