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Sunday, March 31, 2013

Our Dim Sum Time ^^ @ G-YiTang USJ Taipan 30 Mar 2013

IMG_0504 After our fun time at Citta Mall, Mummy just drove to the USJ Taipan and looked for this famous G-YiTang Dim Sum Restaurant to have a try on the dim sum.

The other day, mummy overheard Aunty Joyce recommended the dim sum at G-YiTang is very delicious and yummy. Sometimes, she did bring together Issac and Annabelle to the restaurant to have dim sum.

It is located just opposite the MPSJ Central Parking Building, same row with the Maybank.

IMG_0489During we were there, not much people as the time almost 3.30pm to 4.00pm.

We just walked in and found a table near to the window, and sat down. I ordered a steamer basket of Siao Loong Bao (Shanghai Juicy Dumplings). It is so yummy!

Its delicate rice skin with the juicy soupy minced pork in it, more over pair with the julienned ginger in the vinegar sauce. Really delicious!

Both Issac and me, can’t help but love it! I even ordered a basket more.

IMG_0497 We tried the Siao Mai which is Annabelle favourite.

Ordered the Preserved Egg and Pork Congee for her. She loves it too!

We ordered the Deep Fried Mixed Bean Curds and Deep Fried Bean Curds with Shrimp each to try on their deep fried dim sum. Not bad too… I couldn’t order more as only 3 of us, unable to finish the food.

Overall taste is really good. This is our first ever Dim Sum together ^^

 

Saturday, March 30, 2013

A Fun Time at Citta Mall 30 Mar 2013

IMG_0491 After our art class at Teacher Jane Yap there, before we went back home, we passed through the temporary playground at the Ground Level for children.

There is a function going on – Super Kidos School Holiday which is organised by Citta Mall Bubba Gump! It is a Tea Party which invite children to join for their superheroes costume.

We saw there is a lot of activities going on: Balloon Twisting Clown, Face Painting, Magic Show, Balloon Workshop, Bouncy Castle, Sand Art, and Free Balloons too.

IMG_0512 I just asked both Issac and Annabelle joined in the crowd and just enjoying the games and activities.

They were so happy can play together.

They are playing sand art, Issac managed to do 2 pieces of sand art, whereby Annabelle 1 piece.

After that, they were bouncing on the big castle and having so much fun!

Issac told me that he would like to do a hand painting instead of face painting.

IMG_0502He told the Artist that he want a spider man feature on his arm. The artist painted a small spider on a web onto his arm. He was so happy on that, and it is really looks cool. Annabelle do not want to have one.

Anyway, we were having fun when we left Citta Mall.

Sunday, March 24, 2013

Another Episode…

Suddenly in the middle of the night, he messaged me and messaged that he missed the children?

After which he being honestly said that maybe he did really broke my heart but sometimes to him, when he thought of those feelings and whatever he had said before towards me, is not fake and it is true – meaning that he is no longer love me anymore. And, whatever I think about him as he is a good husband, he is not sure about that, but eventually he knows what he wants. And he wanted me to take care of the kids and myself.

All these messages had raised my curiosity and I asked him whether is he going to marry again? Then he told me that, not so soon but by the way I saw his messages, I think he is dating with another woman already.

I just replied him that I really do not know how to talk to him and expressed to him that it is already not good that when he choose to leave me and our kids to b with someone else. Instead now leaving someone that he had sacrificed his own family and to be with someone new again? If Nicole feels bad, then I should be feel worst.

Then, he messaged that he cannot end up with Nicole because she do not understand him and kids and family, therefore he choose to let go although it do hurt.

I was speechless… What the thing he said that, he really wants?

Friday, March 22, 2013

Stop Loving You…

我没有停止爱你,
只是不再表现出来,
因为无论我多么努力,
你都不会明白。。。

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Another Playground for Kids ^^ 17 Mar 2013

Here are we again in our most going eating place – Factory Food Court. It is just near our home. Both Issac and Annabelle love to play at the ‘small children’s corner’.

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We came here quite regularly and the children always like to sit on the ‘musical Ultraman’ every time we came for our dinner. Their favourite hero since they were only one or two years old.

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Monday, March 18, 2013

Baskin-Robbins Treats 17 Mar 2013

IMG_0298 I still remember my first ever Baskin-Robbins ice cream when I was in Kuala Lumpur. That was the first ever best ice cream I have tasted in my whole life on that particular day!

I was all the while lived in a small town Labis, I did not expect the ice cream can be so expensive! After tasted, it really yummy and i can feel the density of the ice cream itself was so satisfying!

IMG_0299During I was still single, I will sometimes had my Baskin-Robbins treats when I was happy or unhappy.

Ever since have children, I seldom go in to the shop, as I know it would be expensive for me to have.

I would buy the more economical ice-cream cone or whole boxes, just to save some monies as I know that I did not have much to spend on this consider ‘luxury item’.

I just don’t know why, I just walked in to the Baskin-Robbins and brought both of the kids and taste for our delicious yummy ice cream.

IMG_0288 Asking the kids to choose their own flavour. Issac choose the cotton candy and Annabelle choose chocolate chips, Mummy choose a mint chocolate chips for myself.

The shop ambiance and environment is really funky too.

 

Sunday, March 17, 2013

Star Trek Exhibition @ National Science Centre 17 Mar 2013

IMG_6341 Mummy got the free tickets from Auntie Jessie. She got it from her friend, and all of our office colleagues also got the free tickets too. All of us are so happy got free tickets.

Star Trek Exhibition currently being held at the National Science Centre until March 31, 2013. Thus, Mummy just pay it a visit earlier as it will end till end of this month.

IMG_6340 This world renown science fiction show will feature the largest collection of artefacts, costumes and information from the five television series and 11 feature films which have gone through four decades since the sixties.

This is also the first time that a Star Trek event is being held in Malaysia.

IMG_6295 Highlights of the exhibition include the famous captain's chair from the USS Enterprise, actual costumes, an actual replica of the transporter and a seven-metre long model of the USS Enterprise spaceship which apparently is larger than the one on display at the Smithsonian in the USA.

Fans of TNG will be pleased to know that they can browse through copies of scripts used in the Star Trek: The Next Generation television series at the exhibition here.

IMG_6313Kuala Lumpur was the first Asian city to display the items after a successful run in Vancouver, Canada.

The last major Star Trek event was held in Singapore many years ago themed Star Trek World Tour and this was back in 1999.

That was over 13 years ago.

IMG_6314The visitors will have the ultimate privilege to explore into the world of Star Trek through the long history of the 45-year-old franchise that is displayed together with the largest collection of authentic Star Trek sets, props, character costumes, cultures, ships from all five Star Trek television series and almost a dozen Star Trek silver screen pieces, including the popular 2009 Star Trek movie that starred Chris Pine, Zachary Quinto, Karl Urban and Zoe Saldana. 

IMG_6304A total of 42 assorted costumes on display include: Klingon and Romulan TNG uniforms, 7 of 9 Bord jumpsuit, Ferengi clothing, EV suits from TNG, Reman soldier, Kai Opaka dress, General Chang's uniform, Garak's suit and Worf's uniform.

There is also an Alien Section with various head busts and video on make-up effects. Various props from TOS, such as the tricorder, and aliens, like Ferengi latinum are also on display here.

IMG_6299 Because there is no photography allowed in here, they offer an in-house cameraman that takes your photos at strategic places.

You get three (3) photos taken at the TOS captain's chair, TNG bridge and Transporter Room. They are  sold as a set for RM25 which comes with an exhibition folder and photo holder. This is available at the end of the exhibition.

IMG_6296 There are also Star Trek merchandise being sold for the collectors. But I still managed to snap a few photos in the exhibition.

After the exhibition, we just re-visited the National Science Centre. Both Issac and Annabelle were trying all the fun sessions! As usual, the mechanical session and the curve aquarium are their favourites!

A nice outing for the day for all of us!

Saturday, March 16, 2013

Simple & Precious Smiles

Both children were getting ready to go out with Daddy… they are so happy! Both were playing while waiting for their dad to come and fetched them.

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Somehow I need to put down the hatred inside me, just for the happiness of both children. It is no point hate and blame, because it would only make the situation and life ahead worse.

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When I see both Issac and Annabelle smiles and the joyous that comes from their heart inside, I know it is the best for both.

Saturday, March 9, 2013

Something Good Happened Today

Even though today is a Saturday, Issac do have replacement class and he needs to go to school. I was rushing the whole morning and preparing the kids breakfast after which is their lunch. While he was having his lunch and taking his bath, I just vet through his school homework, after that I just fetched him to school.

Issac’s dad called and said that he wanted to meet the children. He was home around 3.00pm. He drove Annabelle and I together and fetched Issac from school and we went to the Summit USJ shopping mall.

Alvin called Mama while driving to the Summit USJ. While he was chit-chatting with Mama, I got to know that he had tendered his resignation letter this morning. He repeatedly told me that, he came just because of both children, not because of me, and he is not intend to stay a night here either.

During our dinner at Summit, his looks very impatient and something troubling him. After the movie, it was already 10.00pm, and he rushed back to Kuala Lumpur. Is it because something bothering him? Or I am the one whom annoying him?

He kind of gets me a feeling as like, I am the one whom got him into this miserable position. I can sensed and felt that both Issac and Annabelle were disappointed and upset. I was feeling the same as they did… Just forget about him…

Well, there is at least something good happened today. I met Andrew during we were at Summit USJ just now. He is one of the contractors that I got to know from the 1 Sentral project that I worked with Ed Mun together with Esiang lately.

Andrew is a Christian and he is a changed person that walked out from his past dark history. It was kind of one of the rare opportunity that I can talk to him what I had been through and get his encouragement at the same time. He has a really beautiful wife whom stand besides him, even though he was a convict before. Both of husband and wife been through so many ups and downs and they are still stay together. This is the one story that impressed me…

I do not know why? I can feel that there is someone above me that had planned so many thing happened and I met so many types and people that able to share their experiences with me, especially during this time.

I think is the Almighty God – the creator of this universe whom have arranged all these events surrounding me, even though I am not a Christian but I do believe in Him whom I think He really heard my prayers that night.

Monday, March 4, 2013

Issac’s Heart

One day, Issac was drawing on a piece of paper. He showed it to me after he had done.

I was so touched and wanted to cry… Even though he is only 8 years old, he is so observant and really take care of his mum.

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The girl in the centre is me. He wants me to become a cheerful person that smiles and be happy.

He do not wish me to become an angry person all the times. I noticed that he drew a devil heart with the cross on it and an angel heart with a tick on it.

This is what he thinks and hopes for me. Speechless…He knows all my suffers and angers, but he wants me to be a lovely mother that accompany them grow up…

Saturday, March 2, 2013

Determination

Last night I was so tired that I slept early together with the children. I heard the sound of the doors and I knew that he was back last night. He just walked to the next bedroom. I can hear he was on a tele-conversation. Perhaps with Nicole? I can felt my heartache so deep, but what can I do other than that?

I still do not understand, why till now I am still the one whom cannot let go? No one loves me any more, why I have to still cling on? This evening, he told me that tomorrow he will go to another church. I can not but to ask him, “Is Nicole coming along with you?”.

After hearing my question, his tempered suddenly came and told me off at the face said, “ I am telling you one more time. I am coming back is not because of you, but is because of the children. Moreover, it is impossible that I will love you any more and we cannot be together again! Please remember this!”

After which he was there keep on mumbling and scolding… He really do not have any conscience at all and do not respect me at all. My pride had been stepped by him under his feet. Perhaps he already forgotten about how he asked me to use my credit card to pay his own new furniture for his new home just few months ago… after he got what he wanted he would just kick you aside. What and how worst one character one can become? I have seen it in him.

I do not want to think about him anymore, but to just concentrate and focus on what I supposed to do:

  • Help the children to do well in their studies, let the children have a healthy mummy.

  • Help the children to walk out from the impact of my divorce.

  • Be my children’s best friend.

  • Having a good habit and healthy life style, because this will influence my children too.

  • I would want to buy a house that better than the current one we stay.

  • In order to do the above, I need to pick up whatever I left on Prudential business too.

Friday, March 1, 2013

Start Anew…

This morning 10.30am I had a meeting with Alison. I just keep her update what is my personal situation now, and she shared with me that one of her client suffered the same and how she managed to walk out from her divorce shadow.

The lady is quite a tough woman, with 2 children and she took over the audio sound system business from her ex-husband and restart her life all over again.From a timid woman turn into a working and beautiful lady.

Agnes came in for a while, and Alison shared with me that Agnes too, previously was really different from who is she now.

IMG_0153I shared with Alison that things that I would want to do this year:

  • Help the children to do well in their studies, let the children have a healthy mummy.
  • Help the children to walk out from the impact of my divorce.
  • Be my children’s best friend.
  • Having a good habit and healthy life style, because this will influence my children too.
  • I would want to buy a house that better than the current one we stay.
  • In order to do the above, I need to pick up whatever I left on Prudential business too.