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Sunday, March 24, 2013

Another Episode…

Suddenly in the middle of the night, he messaged me and messaged that he missed the children?

After which he being honestly said that maybe he did really broke my heart but sometimes to him, when he thought of those feelings and whatever he had said before towards me, is not fake and it is true – meaning that he is no longer love me anymore. And, whatever I think about him as he is a good husband, he is not sure about that, but eventually he knows what he wants. And he wanted me to take care of the kids and myself.

All these messages had raised my curiosity and I asked him whether is he going to marry again? Then he told me that, not so soon but by the way I saw his messages, I think he is dating with another woman already.

I just replied him that I really do not know how to talk to him and expressed to him that it is already not good that when he choose to leave me and our kids to b with someone else. Instead now leaving someone that he had sacrificed his own family and to be with someone new again? If Nicole feels bad, then I should be feel worst.

Then, he messaged that he cannot end up with Nicole because she do not understand him and kids and family, therefore he choose to let go although it do hurt.

I was speechless… What the thing he said that, he really wants?

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