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Sunday, January 1, 2012

Zoo Negara 1 Jan 2012

IMG_4597I can’t believe it as it has been almost 3 years back that we had visited Zoo Negara on 2009. Since it is start of a New Year and it is the holiday, thus Daddy said, we should go to the Zoo Negara. 

We got to the Zoo Negara pretty early. I think it was before 10am. There weren't too many people and although the carpark area closer to the entrance was already full, we managed to find 1 spot that is just perfect! Daddy decided to take a photo of us at the entrance first. 

IMG_4617There weren't people at the ticket counter and there was no queue just yet.

The lady asked if we were Malaysian and of course I said yes. Luckily she did not ask to see the Mykid because I did not bring them.

We requested the map of the Zoo. We chose to walk by our own instead of take the tram ride. During we were queuing up for the ticket, they told us to go catch the Animal Show first since it will be starting soon.

IMG_4627We walked to catch the animal show. The show was alright, nothing great. But kids still being kids and they love to see animals in action.

There were eagles, parrots, sea lion, etc. It was a good hour or so and we left even before the whole show ended because kids wanted ice-cream!

The weather were so hot that as they saw this family in front of us happily enjoying their ice-cream, they wanted one and didn't want to wait.

P1010095We went to a nearby shop to get some snacks and ice creams. They enjoyed their ice cream so much!

At the next shop, Annabelle noticed that there is a tiger hat and she thought that was cute, that she asked Daddy to buy for her one. Issac too, want a monkey doll too which can hang on the body one…

It was really funny looking both of them wearing their new toys. After that, we passed by the food stalls area. We had some snacks here like nasi lemaks, fried meehoon plus a couple of soft drinks and mineral water.

P1010096We continued our walk and we saw some giraffes, sad lazy looking camel, tapir, rhinoceros, orang utans, ostrich and few other animals. 

My daughter wanted to see some rabbits so we went to the Children's world. There you will find some animals you can touch like goats, rabbits, miniature horse (so cute).

The kids (baby goats) were so funny because they were so loud. They looked like asking for help to escape. Poor babies. My favorite is the miniature horse. It is so cute.

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But we had such a great time. Kids enjoyed themselves and although we are not really animal lovers and all, we had fun seeing some of the animals. My favorite are the giraffes. They're really beautiful. We are glad that we went today. We had so much fun!

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Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Friends Forever

This is a T-Shirt where Siew Nee, Pei Luan, Hai Sun, Li Ping and Teck Zhuan designed, just for 6 of us.

We were and are close friends since secondary school at Sekolah Menengah Munshi Ibrahim Labis. We were considered the top 6 girls in our class last time, in academic and society. I think that is how we walked and came together as close friends.

It continue through 6 of us departed from secondary school. Well, each of us have our own path, only I am the one who went straight to work, all of them got into the universities and have a great jobs.

Just one thing that unexpected was Li Ping leaved us earlier than us. All of us are having our own life, but still they meet every year at Labis.

I am the one that did not meet up with them at all since Mum died since year 2000, and Papa sold off the Segamat house too.

This is the only T-shirt left with me, as the rest of the books, things that at Labis old house and Segamat old house I did not bring anything at all, except the 2 photo album that I have.

We still in contact if any one need advice or ears for listening. I wish we will be friends forever…

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Issac & Annabelle Baby Walker 25 Dec 2011

Mummy is going to give away the baby walker where Issac and Annabelle used when they were babies. That is why Mummy took photograph of their baby walker for remembrance.

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Monday, December 26, 2011

Our Christmas Presents 26 Dec 2011

There are so many Christmas Presents for the kids this year! The kids are so happy when unwrap their presents.

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Sunday, December 25, 2011

Christmas Swimming 25 Dec 2011

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Today is Christmas and it is a public holiday. We went to Brother Andrew’s house so the kids can able to swim and play water in their condominium swimming pool.

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They were so happy playing together with the their dear cousins – Brother Wei Qin and Wei Yee. After the water play at the swimming pool, we had our Christmas dinner at Concorde Hotel Kuala Lumpur.

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We celebrated Shah’s birthday at the same time as his birthday so happened is on Christmas.

A family day!

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Twin Turtles 4 Dec 2011

PC040517Issac is really a gifted child, at least for me as his mum. He can turn everything in his hand with items which would amazed me every time.

I bought a Nano block green turtle at Popular Bookstore at Sunway Pyramid, and I am the one whom do up the little turtle.

Issac was so curious looking at me when I did the small turtle with the tiny blocks, and I did it with a instruction paper.

PC040521After I finished the turtle, I kept the instruction paper and passed it to Issac. I told him, whether he could make a turtle with the little help of the paper by using his current jumbo blocks.

I was so amazed that he able to build a big turtle with his jumbo blocks. He was so happy when he showed me his work!

Annabelle was happy by watching her big brother create and build the ‘giant turtle’ too! Just look at the comparison of the sizes of both turtles were being putting together!

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Thursday, December 1, 2011

Steve Jobs Commencement Address, Stanford University, 2005

This is a very inspiring speech that I had ever come across. It mentioned all about basically everything: life, destiny, circles of life, death, who you are and being who you really want to be…

His life is short…56 years. Steve Jobs had made huge change towards human living by inventing the computer, and much more…He lived his life to the fullest!!!

Am I ?

Stanford Report, June 14, 2005

'You've got to find what you love,' Jobs says

This is a prepared text of the Commencement address delivered by Steve Jobs, CEO of Apple Computer and of Pixar Animation Studios, on June 12, 2005.

I am honored to be with you today at your commencement from one of the finest universities in the world. I never graduated from college. Truth be told, this is the closest I've ever gotten to a college graduation. Today I want to tell you three stories from my life. That's it. No big deal. Just three stories.

The first story is about connecting the dots.

I dropped out of Reed College after the first 6 months, but then stayed around as a drop-in for another 18 months or so before I really quit. So why did I drop out?

It started before I was born. My biological mother was a young, unwed college graduate student, and she decided to put me up for adoption. She felt very strongly that I should be adopted by college graduates, so everything was all set for me to be adopted at birth by a lawyer and his wife. Except that when I popped out they decided at the last minute that they really wanted a girl. So my parents, who were on a waiting list, got a call in the middle of the night asking: "We have an unexpected baby boy; do you want him?" They said: "Of course." My biological mother later found out that my mother had never graduated from college and that my father had never graduated from high school. She refused to sign the final adoption papers. She only relented a few months later when my parents promised that I would someday go to college.

And 17 years later I did go to college. But I naively chose a college that was almost as expensive as Stanford, and all of my working-class parents' savings were being spent on my college tuition. After six months, I couldn't see the value in it. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life and no idea how college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work out OK. It was pretty scary at the time, but looking back it was one of the best decisions I ever made. The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn't interest me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting.

It wasn't all romantic. I didn't have a dorm room, so I slept on the floor in friends' rooms, I returned coke bottles for the 5¢ deposits to buy food with, and I would walk the 7 miles across town every Sunday night to get one good meal a week at the Hare Krishna temple. I loved it. And much of what I stumbled into by following my curiosity and intuition turned out to be priceless later on. Let me give you one example:

Reed College at that time offered perhaps the best calligraphy instruction in the country. Throughout the campus every poster, every label on every drawer, was beautifully hand calligraphed. Because I had dropped out and didn't have to take the normal classes, I decided to take a calligraphy class to learn how to do this. I learned about serif and san serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can't capture, and I found it fascinating.

None of this had even a hope of any practical application in my life. But ten years later, when we were designing the first Macintosh computer, it all came back to me. And we designed it all into the Mac. It was the first computer with beautiful typography. If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just copied the Mac, it's likely that no personal computer would have them. If I had never dropped out, I would have never dropped in on this calligraphy class, and personal computers might not have the wonderful typography that they do. Of course it was impossible to connect the dots looking forward when I was in college. But it was very, very clear looking backwards ten years later.

Again, you can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something — your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life.

My second story is about love and loss.

I was lucky — I found what I loved to do early in life. Woz and I started Apple in my parents garage when I was 20. We worked hard, and in 10 years Apple had grown from just the two of us in a garage into a $2 billion company with over 4000 employees. We had just released our finest creation — the Macintosh — a year earlier, and I had just turned 30. And then I got fired. How can you get fired from a company you started? Well, as Apple grew we hired someone who I thought was very talented to run the company with me, and for the first year or so things went well. But then our visions of the future began to diverge and eventually we had a falling out. When we did, our Board of Directors sided with him. So at 30 I was out. And very publicly out. What had been the focus of my entire adult life was gone, and it was devastating.

I really didn't know what to do for a few months. I felt that I had let the previous generation of entrepreneurs down - that I had dropped the baton as it was being passed to me. I met with David Packard and Bob Noyce and tried to apologize for screwing up so badly. I was a very public failure, and I even thought about running away from the valley. But something slowly began to dawn on me — I still loved what I did. The turn of events at Apple had not changed that one bit. I had been rejected, but I was still in love. And so I decided to start over.

I didn't see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from Apple was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything. It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods of my life.

During the next five years, I started a company named NeXT, another company named Pixar, and fell in love with an amazing woman who would become my wife. Pixar went on to create the worlds first computer animated feature film, Toy Story, and is now the most successful animation studio in the world. In a remarkable turn of events, Apple bought NeXT, I returned to Apple, and the technology we developed at NeXT is at the heart of Apple's current renaissance. And Laurene and I have a wonderful family together.

I'm pretty sure none of this would have happened if I hadn't been fired from Apple. It was awful tasting medicine, but I guess the patient needed it. Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don't lose faith. I'm convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You've got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don't settle.

My third story is about death.

When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: "If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most certainly be right." It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: "If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?" And whenever the answer has been "No" for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.

Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything — all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.

About a year ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I had a scan at 7:30 in the morning, and it clearly showed a tumor on my pancreas. I didn't even know what a pancreas was. The doctors told me this was almost certainly a type of cancer that is incurable, and that I should expect to live no longer than three to six months. My doctor advised me to go home and get my affairs in order, which is doctor's code for prepare to die. It means to try to tell your kids everything you thought you'd have the next 10 years to tell them in just a few months. It means to make sure everything is buttoned up so that it will be as easy as possible for your family. It means to say your goodbyes.

I lived with that diagnosis all day. Later that evening I had a biopsy, where they stuck an endoscope down my throat, through my stomach and into my intestines, put a needle into my pancreas and got a few cells from the tumor. I was sedated, but my wife, who was there, told me that when they viewed the cells under a microscope the doctors started crying because it turned out to be a very rare form of pancreatic cancer that is curable with surgery. I had the surgery and I'm fine now.

This was the closest I've been to facing death, and I hope it's the closest I get for a few more decades. Having lived through it, I can now say this to you with a bit more certainty than when death was a useful but purely intellectual concept:

No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life's change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true.

Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

When I was young, there was an amazing publication called The Whole Earth Catalog, which was one of the bibles of my generation. It was created by a fellow named Stewart Brand not far from here in Menlo Park, and he brought it to life with his poetic touch. This was in the late 1960's, before personal computers and desktop publishing, so it was all made with typewriters, scissors, and polaroid cameras. It was sort of like Google in paperback form, 35 years before Google came along: it was idealistic, and overflowing with neat tools and great notions.

Stewart and his team put out several issues of The Whole Earth Catalog, and then when it had run its course, they put out a final issue. It was the mid-1970s, and I was your age. On the back cover of their final issue was a photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: "Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish." It was their farewell message as they signed off. Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish. And I have always wished that for myself. And now, as you graduate to begin anew, I wish that for you.

Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.

Thank you all very much