誠實地想你

To: C Alvin Yu, Sep 24, 2012, 16:52

誠實地想你

是一種勇氣

是一種深愛

是一種無法切割的關係

愛的形式太多

因為你的出現與存在

讓我明白

有種愛 是遠遠關心

有種愛 是遺憾錯過

有種愛 是成全祝福

有種愛 是割捨犧牲

有種愛 是用一生相守 想念

都不够

WhatsApp Chat: Anger…

9/21/12, 15:48:43: Ipeng:

I think he move to his new house oredi...

9/21/12, 16:03:13: Ipeng:

He put the status said sick and rest at home at Sri gombak at 3/9/12.. Since when he move out frm ur place? Or he stays at his wife's house all these while lor.

9/21/12, 16:08:13: Vssb Chong:

No no no... Almost 2 months no stay there alr.

 

9/21/12, 16:09:03: Ipeng:

Ur there is where? His wife there? Ah Heng there?

9/21/12, 16:11:16: Ipeng:

Or u check with the carpenter doing the joinery works or cabinets at your site, did they do his new house renovation or not? May b he stay at new house at Jalan Ipoh oso... Is the carpentry contractor from Klang one?

9/21/12, 16:12:38: Ipeng:

The contractor boss from Klang one got a hotel at Klang Meru or Kapar?? I forgot oredi

9/21/12, 16:39:35: Ipeng:

What is Kipark project?

9/21/12, 16:41:07: Vssb Chong:

Tht one I don knw oh kipark project.

9/21/12, 16:43:26: Ipeng:

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9/21/12, 16:44:58: Ipeng:

Sometimes, I feel I am very CRAZYYYY!!!!!!!

9/21/12, 16:45:21: Ipeng:

9/21/12, 16:46:03: Vssb Chong: He is using him Usaha Waja Sdn Bhd name card to take a renovation works

 

9/21/12, 16:47:21: Ipeng:

May be en asrie ask him do a quotation for ur future project le?

9/21/12, 18:58:14: Ipeng:

Next time don call me...

9/21/12, 18:58:40: Ipeng:

He called me out of sudden n 1 2 talk to kids

9/21/12, 18:59:04: Ipeng:

Call us only whe he feel guilty

9/21/12, 18:59:30: Ipeng:

Bastered!!!!!

9/21/12, 19:14:26: Ipeng:

Ask me to buy birthday present for Belle n get the monies from him!

9/21/12, 19:15:16: Ipeng:

If u really do care n love, no matter how bz u r, u will shop n pick the present for your kids!!!

9/21/12, 19:15:35: Ipeng:

By your own hand n heart!!!

9/21/12, 19:16:22: Ipeng:

I told him I will buy my own, the doodolls that the kids said so loong oredi...

9/21/12, 19:16:44: Ipeng:

That he said he will buy for them!!!!

9/21/12, 19:16:58: Ipeng:

Till now...non

9/21/12, 19:17:43: Ipeng:

How difficulty I am working or financially I will keep my promise for my kids !!!

9/21/12, 19:18:39: Ipeng:

I really dun 1 paint a beautiful picture in front of kids oredi... I have to cover his face for what???

9/21/12, 19:19:12: Ipeng:

For all the hardship 3 of us gone thru?? Fuck!!!!

I really feel mad and angry of all these fake caring and love to the children.

I feel so awful after that, why I just let my angers burst out like that, I was not suppose to do that.

I did tell the children Daddy that, the Doodolls that he promised to buy for them, I will buy myself to the children.

I think I knew the reason why he would not buy for the children, because the Doodolls series is His and His new wife’s love story…

The Doodolls will remind him of his new love only… He is Her Mr. Nerdie, not for me and the children… probably He is still for the kids, but not for me any more…

A Tiny Picture that Touch Me…

I went for the Prudential Training whole day today for catching up my CPD hours. The training topic I had chosen is “The Fundamental of Trust and Will”. Just to choose some topic, that I can get out the benefit out of it, at the same time fulfilling the 30 CPD hours.

There is a “cube”, and every each side of the “cube” contained a hidden small piece of paper. The first paper I picked it up and opened up. I saw it at a glance, and it touch me, my heart…

It reminds me that, I have to keep on remember that I deposited my whole love, true love to the children. It is been a difficult period for 3 of us, each of our emotions and temper are no good at all. As a mother, I am the one who is be here to protect and love them.

It is a bitter when seeing the tiny picture below, shown are the “whole piece” of the family – a father, a mother, a son, a daughter, a baby and together with a puppy.

Here, we are 3 of us, walking down the road, deposit we have for each other to our memory banks…

Outing Together ^^ 19 Aug 2012

Today is the first day of Hari Raya Aidil Fitri. It is actually a long weekend holidays. Mummy have nothing plan in advance to celebrate with the children together.

It is always been a simple outing with the kids. The children and Mummy were having our movie day again at Summit USJ Mall, we bought our ticket for 1:00pm before we had our brunch at the Mandy’s.

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It was still have some times that we had our stroll to the far end Original Classic sports shop, Annabelle saw a pair of shoes that caught her eyes – a pair of light pink sparkling shoe. She likes it so much, then asked me to buy for her.

Mummy saw there is 50% discounts on the shoes… why not right? This is actually the first time, Mummy buying shoes for both, after the separation between Mummy and Daddy… And, it is RM40.00.

Mummy asked Issac to look for a pair too for himself, initially he looked at the red Puma shoes, it is quite of nice, but a bit expensive though, RM150++… Then, he picked another pair of red, black and white shoes, around RM49.90, after 10% discounted price is RM44.90. Two pairs of shoes costs Mummy less than RM100.00. Mummy felt not bad at all, the children were happy getting a pair of new shoes, and I told them to wear it on the Musikgarten concert evening only.

We rushed for our movie, “ParaNorman” afterwards. It was actually a kind of unique animation movie. This is a different type of animation film than what we has been watched over the past few years. It’s a charming story that has heart, humor and great messages for viewers of all ages. It’s a fun twist on horror movies for the young crowd; a mix of Zombie land, Goosebumps, The Goonies and Monster Squad.

We had our tea again at Secret Recipe at the Lower Ground. We had different slices of cakes compared to yesterday – a slice of Chocolate Mud Cake and a slice of Chocolate Strawberry with a cup of Earl Grey and Long Black. Issac and Annabelle loves our new activity – Tea Time with Cakes ^^. The outing ended with Mummy was buying a few of groceries at Mydin Mall USJ.

At night, Mummy just found out that eventually the shoes bought for Issac, is not really a quality pair of shoes, I guessed because of the price as well… Well, I have to work harder and make sure myself can able to buy better pairs of shoes and cloths for my little two babies, in the very near future to come…

Our 1st Tea Experience ^^ 18 Aug 2012

Today after our “Sammy 2” movie, Mummy just feel like wants to have tea together with all my lovely kids.

The thoughts just flow into my mind…

Mummy had been stopped or kept away all the activities that would be ‘costly’ even it is just a little bit extra, for the kids to have some fun or new experiences.

To Mummy, take sometimes for tea is a luxury things to do… but, probably sometimes we should just slow down our footsteps and start to live…

We had a wonderful time at Secret Recipe Taipan USJ. A slice of Blueberry Cheese Cake, Chocolate Banana and Moist Chocolate Cake for each of us, together with a cup of English Breakfast Tea and Long Black ^^.

It seems like Mummy have to learn live again, together with my 2 little babies, and learn from each other, take care each other.

My Beautiful Children 29 Jul 2012

Here my beautiful kids! Issac was checking his school books for tomorrow timetable, and he was preparing for his school bags! What a good boy!

Here is Annabelle drinking water!

Pre- Birthday Celebration 25 Jun 2012

It was quite a surprise to me as he is still remember my birthday even we were in the midst of getting all the divorce papers finalise and done.

May be he wants to let the children know that he still care for this family even though he is no longer live here any more.

I just know both children are really happy when they see their father was here, and a little bit sad when they saw him left the house.

I feel a little glad that he still remember my birthday… just for how long?