Annabelle’s Birthday @ Home Celebration 30 Sep 2013

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Mummy bought a small birthday cake for our own home celebration, especially for Daddy to celebrate with Annabelle.

Daddy said that, he unable to come back USJ home to celebrate with her, due to work.

So, after work, I just go straight to the bakery and cake shop bought a small cake.

I knew that it is very important for Annabelle, to celebrate her birthday together with her Daddy.

I do not want her to feel that she is missing her Daddy on her most special day, and she doesn’t deserve to been through this…

Her Daddy came back around 10.00pm something. I just took out the cake, and all together of us, sang her the birthday song and she blew the candles.

I can see from her face, she really enjoyed that moments, and sang together with us the “Happy Birthday” song.

She really feeling happy on this, even though it is a small cake as long as four of us being together…

KL Butterfly Park ~ Revisited 29 Sep 2013

Well, this would be our 3rd or 4th time visiting this small and compact Kuala Lumpur Butterfly Park in the middle of town centre. This time around is with children’s Daddy. This is pre-celebrate Annabelle’s birthday, which will be coming on 1 October and it is a Tuesday. Thus, both of us Daddy and Mummy bring her for an outing on Sunday.

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Annabelle love it!

Jane Yap Atelier @ Citta Mall

Both Annabelle and Issac art teacher name is Jane Yap Jian Yi. She is same age as me. Since I was young in schooling time, I had seen her name and her works in the newspapers already. I never think of one day can able to meet her personally, and now she is my children’s art teacher.

Well, I feel so grateful that that time, Auntie Jasmine told me about her art class at Citta Mall, I stopped both children art class at Benjamin there, then brought them over here to learn art from Teacher Jane. I really, can I say ‘adore’, Jane Yap. She was one of the reason why I learned art since I was young.

Knowing that she had an art atelier nearby is such a wonderful news, I do not expect one day I would able to meet my ‘idol’ here in Kuala Lumpur. And, further more she became my children’s art teacher.

Initially we joined the class of Saturday 2.30pm, but it seems like there are a lot of students, thus the teacher suggested us to take a earlier class which is starts at 1.00pm. I am ok with it as it is the best time for us as normally the 2.30pm class ended at 4.00pm is a bit late and tire for the children.

Previously was Issac’s art being displayed on the window of the shop, this time was Annabelle’s turn. She was drawing butterflies, and she loves butterflies so much!

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Hardworking Boy

Seeing him doing the Kumon Mathematic homework, my heart was aching and touched too. I know he is a very kind and good boy. He is trying his best to do the subject which he is not good and doesn’t like at all.

I can see how much efforts he is putting into this subject as I see him learning. I know he doing this because of me. I know he is an obedient boy and very dear to me.

I do not hope anything for myself but the best for my children. I hope they would understand that one day.

Homework Night 20 Sep 2013

It was another usual homework night at home for children and me.

 

Handmade Lantern 19 Sep 2013

These were last night photos. Annabelle was so excited that she made paper lantern at school.

She was so eagerly wanted to show me. She is very proud of her own handmade lantern!

Issac as usual did his Kumon homework. Another usual night for 3 of us at home.

Hearty Breakfast @ O'Brien's Irish Sandwich Damansara Heights 19 Sep 2013

After reaching the office settled some paper works, I was out again to Damansara Heights for the Way Restaurant project site. I was so hungry and decided to have my breakfast or brunch at this hour 11.00am, and had my coffee for the day.

The American breakfast is so nicely done up and really delighted me, at least… I had my little own time to think about what I have now and what I what…

Lately, I was a bit puzzled about our relationship… We are trying to work out on coming back together again, for the sake of our both children Issac and Annabelle.

Sometimes, I am thinking like: How that can be happened? Is he really sincere and true about what he wants? Is this what he wants? Or he is still cheating on both sides? Tones of questions are wondering in my mind… Do I need to take the risks of getting hurt again, and again?

I know the best thing to do now is handling well and concentrate to the project in hand, and focus more in the new house which the ex-owner had been moved out since last August. That would make me more productive, instead of thinking what would happen between me and him. I have to rely on myself instead of him, in building back whatever were falling in piece and pieces. If really cannot be fixed, just throw away and re-do a new one. I was so attached to him, may be I love him so, so much, and more than what I can imagine. It is so frightened…

Have to help myself and walk out on my own. Just focus whatever that God have install for me and just do what I feel is right, most importantly for both children and myself.