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Wednesday, January 23, 2019

The Lord has Prepare a Way…

I feel the Lord’s love for me today! And that is not all! I know that He loves me so so much and not today only, but all these while since I was born to the world. The Lord is always there for me, He comforted my heart.

I was driving back to office from the site after a quick check for a job which our company undertake at PFCC Puchong. I received a WhatsApp message from Sister Claire that she needed to talk to me, and she needed to WhatsApp call me because she was at Bali.

Sister Claire asked that if I am able to help out to assist the Young Women leaders during this KL District Youth Temple Trip. I replied that definitely can and she just need to tell me what to do.

She was laughing and told me that as long as the children wouldn’t get missing or get lost. I told her that, I am glad to do that if I could help out during this trip. Then she told me that if this is the case, the Church would cover the flights and the accommodations for me as well.

I was speechless at that moment. In my heart, I was thinking that Heavenly Father really really love me so much! He knows me by my name, and He knows what are my concerns. He even make it possible for me to go to the temple.

I was shedding my tears in my heart when I came to know these things which is indeed a blessing to me and my family. Sister Claire continued said that, so this would be only Alvin need to pay for his flight and accommodation while Issac, Annabelle and me had been taken care off.

I can feel that the Lord wants me to go to the temple. He is waiting me there. And, that is how He prepare a way for me to be there. It does really comes in such an unexpected and surprising way to me.

I called Alvin while I was in my car and told him about this news. He said indeed, this is the blessings from Heavenly Father.

After back to the office, the first thing I did was calling Sister E Chin and told her this unexpected blessed news! She was happy for me. She told me that, this is how Heavenly Father loves you and He really loves you so much!

Sister E Chin asked me to be the person I want to be, and let go all those things that hindered my spiritual progress. Some of the things which I cannot able to change or control, just leave it to the Lord and He shall sort all out for me. He know what is the best for me.

She told me that whatever she was telling me is from the Holy Ghost, and Heavenly Father wants me to know that.

What I need to do, is to have faith and hope, and trusted Father and love Father as how Father is loving me. There will be so many blessings awaiting for me, if I choose to do His will.

I was crying in the meeting room and I can feel His Spirit was with me and want me to know that He do love me and care for my family.

The event that happened today really strengthened my faith, and draw me closer to the Saviour.

This have give me strength to further doing my family history work, and I know that all the ancestors up there are really watching me even I cannot see them and feel them.

I am the luckiest one and have the privilege to get to know this restored gospel. I must do my work!

Monday, January 21, 2019

A Peaceful Sabbath 20 Jan 2019

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I feel glad and happy because today both Issac and Annabelle finally got their limited use temple recommend. This is to get ready them to go to the Hong Kong Temple end of March this year.

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I had prepare the baked chicken chops, baked potatoes and baked broccoli with brown sauce, top with some egg green salads with roasted sesame dressing sauce.

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We have our little family home evening and started to learn more about the New Testament and I get the children wrote some of their thoughts in the note.

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It is a peaceful and joyful Sabbath when we focus on Jesus Christ.

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Sunday, January 20, 2019

Press Forward

I feel excited and happy today, because I know that as I am doing the things that the Lord wants me to do, I can feel the Spirit is whispering to me every moment now and then.

I was driving to the Church together with the children this morning, my mind was not really focus on the Savior this morning. There were so many thoughts here some pieces and there some pieces flooded in my mind when I tried my best to think of the Savior and get ready for the sacrament.

I prayed in my heart that I can be focused and forgo the thousand thoughts which were non-related to the Savior. While I was making a U-Turn, suddenly there was a hymn that I do not remember what the title of it and I was humming the melody of the hymn.

I was stunned for a while which it made me recalled that last week I had experienced the same thing during my driving to the Church. I was humming one of the sacrament hymn and I remembered that because I did ask Issac what is the title of the hymn that I was humming, and he was answering me with the name of the hymn.

Later in the sacrament, we were singing exactly the same hymn which I was humming earlier on in the car, and it was actually Hymn no. 169 As Now We Take the Sacrament, and not the one that Issac told me in the car. We were discussing about that after the Sacrament ordinance last week.

I was quite upset this morning as last night Alvin did not call and my mind became distracted. We were singing the Hymn no. 172 In Humility, Our Savior. And, my eyes came across these few lines:

Fill our hearts with sweet forgiving;

Teach us tolerance and love.

Let our prayers find access to thee

In thy holy courts above.

When I sung the sacrament hymn I was touched by this words, and at that moment I was thinking of Alvin. I know that Heavenly Father ask me fill my heart with forgiving and learn tolerance and love. I was shedding my tears during the Sacrament. I was touched by the Spirit.

And the closing hymn was Hymn 81 Press Forward, Saints. It was exactly the hymn that I was humming in the car this morning. It happened again. I feel as it is the Spirit is whispering to me, ask me to press forward no matter how and whatsoever circumstances that I am in.

And, just as I thought that everything is alright, I was upset with the things which I am facing now. I think first thing is I should put my trust and faith in Jesus Christ, despite the things that happened to me that I do not know what to do now.

Press forward, Saints, with steadfast faith in Christ,

With hope's bright flame alight in heart and mind,

With love of God and love of all mankind.


Press forward, feasting on the word of Christ.

Receive his name, rejoicing in his might.

Come unto God; find everlasting light.


Press on, enduring in the ways of Christ.

His love proclaim thru days of mortal strife.

Thus saith our God: "Ye have eternal life!"

Tuesday, January 15, 2019

Mecaje 2019 CNY Celebration!

Every year Mecaje Academy have a mini Chinese New Year celebration. All the students are allow to wear their Chinese New Year best to the school.

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The students have their schooling in the morning before lunch time. The celebration began during lunch time, then throughout till school off.

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This year they having dinner at one of the restaurant at Kampung Baru Sungai Buloh.

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All the students are break into groups, and each group will present their group presentation.

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All teachers would be the judges and give marks to each group, and the wining group have a little bit price.

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All the students are having a fun day at school while celebrating Chinese New Year with teachers and friends at school.

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Sunday, January 13, 2019

Ministering Sisters

Today we took a few pictures together with Sister Robinia and me with the sisters we minister with. Hope both of us can do better this year.

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Sister Anita

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Sister Jing Jing

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Saturday, January 12, 2019

A Spiritual Goals List

This was what 3 of us were thinking and came out the list of how we can make our home more gospel centred and make our home a holy place? We did this during our small little Family Home Evening weeks ago.

I hope that by starting with this Family Home Evening, we can able to continue what we have started.

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Friday, January 11, 2019