Me Time 6 April 2013

I love to sit at the Dr. Cafe while I am waiting for both kids for their art class at Jane Yap Atelier. That would be my ‘me time’ during a week. Normally I will order a big cup of Americano, sometimes with either sandwiches or burrito wrap. I will bring a book or my lap top just to write or checking on my Prudential business.

It had been almost a year that I and him separated. We were trying to get back together during end of last year, but it seems that we were more quarrelling all the time instead of getting back together. Sometimes, I just feel that he is not sincere enough and taking into this seriously. I rather feel like as he is doing this, because he just wants to feel better, and he is afraid of how and what other people will think and look at him.

I think I should be planning my own of my future and both the kids future too. He had bought a unit of condominium of his own end of last year. This was made me angry too in the very first place, because having a new house is my dreams and I had spoken to him so many times before as both children are growing up and they need a better living surrounding environment. This had inspired me to look for a house of 3 of us too. They like to swim, an apartment with a swimming pool would be ideal.

I have to take charge of so many things which I have to admit that his might not be a big presence in our life. Well, I have to keep on going and our life goes on…