Another Episode…

Suddenly in the middle of the night, he messaged me and messaged that he missed the children?

After which he being honestly said that maybe he did really broke my heart but sometimes to him, when he thought of those feelings and whatever he had said before towards me, is not fake and it is true – meaning that he is no longer love me anymore. And, whatever I think about him as he is a good husband, he is not sure about that, but eventually he knows what he wants. And he wanted me to take care of the kids and myself.

All these messages had raised my curiosity and I asked him whether is he going to marry again? Then he told me that, not so soon but by the way I saw his messages, I think he is dating with another woman already.

I just replied him that I really do not know how to talk to him and expressed to him that it is already not good that when he choose to leave me and our kids to b with someone else. Instead now leaving someone that he had sacrificed his own family and to be with someone new again? If Nicole feels bad, then I should be feel worst.

Then, he messaged that he cannot end up with Nicole because she do not understand him and kids and family, therefore he choose to let go although it do hurt.

I was speechless… What the thing he said that, he really wants?

Stop Loving You…

我没有停止爱你，
只是不再表现出来，
因为无论我多么努力，
你都不会明白。。。

Another Playground for Kids ^^ 17 Mar 2013

Here are we again in our most going eating place – Factory Food Court. It is just near our home. Both Issac and Annabelle love to play at the ‘small children’s corner’.

We came here quite regularly and the children always like to sit on the ‘musical Ultraman’ every time we came for our dinner. Their favourite hero since they were only one or two years old.

Baskin-Robbins Treats 17 Mar 2013

I still remember my first ever Baskin-Robbins ice cream when I was in Kuala Lumpur. That was the first ever best ice cream I have tasted in my whole life on that particular day!

I was all the while lived in a small town Labis, I did not expect the ice cream can be so expensive! After tasted, it really yummy and i can feel the density of the ice cream itself was so satisfying!

During I was still single, I will sometimes had my Baskin-Robbins treats when I was happy or unhappy.

Ever since have children, I seldom go in to the shop, as I know it would be expensive for me to have.

I would buy the more economical ice-cream cone or whole boxes, just to save some monies as I know that I did not have much to spend on this consider ‘luxury item’.

I just don’t know why, I just walked in to the Baskin-Robbins and brought both of the kids and taste for our delicious yummy ice cream.

Asking the kids to choose their own flavour. Issac choose the cotton candy and Annabelle choose chocolate chips, Mummy choose a mint chocolate chips for myself.

The shop ambiance and environment is really funky too.

 

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Star Trek Exhibition @ National Science Centre 17 Mar 2013

Mummy got the free tickets from Auntie Jessie. She got it from her friend, and all of our office colleagues also got the free tickets too. All of us are so happy got free tickets.

Star Trek Exhibition currently being held at the National Science Centre until March 31, 2013. Thus, Mummy just pay it a visit earlier as it will end till end of this month.

This world renown science fiction show will feature the largest collection of artefacts, costumes and information from the five television series and 11 feature films which have gone through four decades since the sixties.

This is also the first time that a Star Trek event is being held in Malaysia.

Highlights of the exhibition include the famous captain's chair from the USS Enterprise, actual costumes, an actual replica of the transporter and a seven-metre long model of the USS Enterprise spaceship which apparently is larger than the one on display at the Smithsonian in the USA.

Fans of TNG will be pleased to know that they can browse through copies of scripts used in the Star Trek: The Next Generation television series at the exhibition here.

Kuala Lumpur was the first Asian city to display the items after a successful run in Vancouver, Canada.

The last major Star Trek event was held in Singapore many years ago themed Star Trek World Tour and this was back in 1999.

That was over 13 years ago.

The visitors will have the ultimate privilege to explore into the world of Star Trek through the long history of the 45-year-old franchise that is displayed together with the largest collection of authentic Star Trek sets, props, character costumes, cultures, ships from all five Star Trek television series and almost a dozen Star Trek silver screen pieces, including the popular 2009 Star Trek movie that starred Chris Pine, Zachary Quinto, Karl Urban and Zoe Saldana. 

A total of 42 assorted costumes on display include: Klingon and Romulan TNG uniforms, 7 of 9 Bord jumpsuit, Ferengi clothing, EV suits from TNG, Reman soldier, Kai Opaka dress, General Chang's uniform, Garak's suit and Worf's uniform.

There is also an Alien Section with various head busts and video on make-up effects. Various props from TOS, such as the tricorder, and aliens, like Ferengi latinum are also on display here.

Because there is no photography allowed in here, they offer an in-house cameraman that takes your photos at strategic places.

You get three (3) photos taken at the TOS captain's chair, TNG bridge and Transporter Room. They are  sold as a set for RM25 which comes with an exhibition folder and photo holder. This is available at the end of the exhibition.

There are also Star Trek merchandise being sold for the collectors. But I still managed to snap a few photos in the exhibition.

After the exhibition, we just re-visited the National Science Centre. Both Issac and Annabelle were trying all the fun sessions! As usual, the mechanical session and the curve aquarium are their favourites!

A nice outing for the day for all of us!

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Simple & Precious Smiles

Both children were getting ready to go out with Daddy… they are so happy! Both were playing while waiting for their dad to come and fetched them.

Somehow I need to put down the hatred inside me, just for the happiness of both children. It is no point hate and blame, because it would only make the situation and life ahead worse.

When I see both Issac and Annabelle smiles and the joyous that comes from their heart inside, I know it is the best for both.

Something Good Happened Today

Even though today is a Saturday, Issac do have replacement class and he needs to go to school. I was rushing the whole morning and preparing the kids breakfast after which is their lunch. While he was having his lunch and taking his bath, I just vet through his school homework, after that I just fetched him to school.

Issac’s dad called and said that he wanted to meet the children. He was home around 3.00pm. He drove Annabelle and I together and fetched Issac from school and we went to the Summit USJ shopping mall.

Alvin called Mama while driving to the Summit USJ. While he was chit-chatting with Mama, I got to know that he had tendered his resignation letter this morning. He repeatedly told me that, he came just because of both children, not because of me, and he is not intend to stay a night here either.

During our dinner at Summit, his looks very impatient and something troubling him. After the movie, it was already 10.00pm, and he rushed back to Kuala Lumpur. Is it because something bothering him? Or I am the one whom annoying him?

He kind of gets me a feeling as like, I am the one whom got him into this miserable position. I can sensed and felt that both Issac and Annabelle were disappointed and upset. I was feeling the same as they did… Just forget about him…

Well, there is at least something good happened today. I met Andrew during we were at Summit USJ just now. He is one of the contractors that I got to know from the 1 Sentral project that I worked with Ed Mun together with Esiang lately.

Andrew is a Christian and he is a changed person that walked out from his past dark history. It was kind of one of the rare opportunity that I can talk to him what I had been through and get his encouragement at the same time. He has a really beautiful wife whom stand besides him, even though he was a convict before. Both of husband and wife been through so many ups and downs and they are still stay together. This is the one story that impressed me…

I do not know why? I can feel that there is someone above me that had planned so many thing happened and I met so many types and people that able to share their experiences with me, especially during this time.

I think is the Almighty God – the creator of this universe whom have arranged all these events surrounding me, even though I am not a Christian but I do believe in Him whom I think He really heard my prayers that night.