Perfect... Imperfection... Seeking A Balance...

Wednesday, November 7, 2018

Trust…

3de9daead1949e515293c5fc4375352c[0:11 am, 06/11/2018] C Alvin Yu: Sorry misses yr call... still celebrate ya

[0:11 am, 06/11/2018] C Alvin Yu: G99

[0:11 am, 06/11/2018] C Alvin Yu: Love u all..and happy deevali

[4:56 pm, 06/11/2018] C Alvin Yu: This 2 days lits invitations… sorry ye… now at indian party house again… masai ye… tell kids will call back tmr ya takecare

unnamed[5:31 pm, 06/11/2018] ipeng: Sure is Indian party but no others ya… we love you

[5:41 pm, 06/11/2018] ipeng: These days we never manage to WhatsApp call you during night time… you are always function outside… Saturday Sunday Monday and today…

unnamed[5:54 pm, 06/11/2018] ipeng: I know it’s not easy to be out there alone working for the sake of better financial and family life… and it’s not easy for the kids and me as well… but I want you to know that all of your sacrifices, hardship, and loneliness, we know it… please don’t feel you are alone out there but we are always with you, even most of the time you just see us happy face but didn’t talk much… I know that all these hardship that we are going through right now would worth it in the future, as God is always watching over our family dearly, closely. We love you

unnamed[9:28 pm, 06/11/2018] ipeng: Dear… I still love you and in love with you… do you feel me? How can I do better to feel you? I just felt as our feelings become hardened and distant… or I never been walk into your heart before… please help me to understand you better, listening what’s in your mind better… so that we can renew the music in our marriage… I know it’s probably need a lots and lots of tunings! Thanks for all the patience that you have towards me all these years… all these while, I was too busy focus on living the gospel and try to be a good follower but forgetting and let my marriage be what they are now… without realizing that our marriage is important to God, that we are expected to do everything we can to keep them strong and alive, beautiful, sweet and growing. I love you so so much…

unnamed[5:52 am, 07/11/2018] ipeng: It’s really strange that don’t even a call during these night and you only pick up call but not video calls as usuals…

[6:05 am, 07/11/2018] ipeng: Have you been in KL or driving back to JB now?

unnamed[6:14 am, 07/11/2018] ipeng: Why you keep hang up the calls?

[6:16 am, 07/11/2018] ipeng: Tell me what’s your heart desires? And I will fulfill what you want! I really really dissapointed and upsets after so many years…

[6:16 am, 07/11/2018] ipeng: Or you have been struggle too?

unnamed[6:18 am, 07/11/2018] ipeng: Why to be faithful and honest is just not easy?

[6:19 am, 07/11/2018] ipeng: Please don't pretend don't know again. We are adults enough

3de9daead1949e515293c5fc4375352c[7:57 am, 07/11/2018] C Alvin Yu: Dear gd morning… pls omit all messages i dont like to c.  I m not in good condition yesterday… i m also headache how to solve work issue… boss said may terminate both me n Lee service not too sure when but told us standby… anyway i m busy looking job too… sorry dear… i m ok not burst anything… but plz do be patient on me ya tq

unnamed[8:08 am, 07/11/2018] ipeng: Dear… I am so sorry that I behaved too emotional, because I do really value what we have now… I am sorry for those hurting words that came out from my mouth… please do hold on, thanks for being patience with me… we love you

[8:09 am, 07/11/2018] C Alvin Yu: No need sorry lah…

These past few weeks I indeed feel disturbed by the series of things happened between our daily video calls that was suddenly changed, and it have bring up my unsure and discmfort that I had experienced years ago… I feel sad and deeply saddened by this thought of mine…

I am indeed a weak person in handling husband and wife relationship… This indeed make me unable to focus on my personal things and the things I supposed to do… Am I the type of woman that is so lousy to marry with?

Saturday, November 3, 2018

FSY Conference Fireside

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unnamed[7:04 pm, 03/11/2018] ipeng: today program…

[11:18 pm, 03/11/2018] ipeng: We feel lucky that we attend the program. We reached home 9.30pm.

[11:21 pm, 03/11/2018] ipeng: This is the first in the Singapore & Malaysia area. It’s a 5 days conference where the youth will stay at Kuching 4 stars resort and conducted by YSA. Adults are not allow to go. Issac is very excited about this conference. It will be held on Dec 2019. Date to be determined. Next week you come back and we share with you!

unnamed[11:22 pm, 03/11/2018] ipeng: Youth will have to pay some minimal fees. Fees included everything included the flight ticket.

[11:23 pm, 03/11/2018] ipeng: I guess they will held some fund rising activity like this year to fund for their conference next year.

[11:25 pm, 03/11/2018] ipeng: Koko very excited on this, He is looking forward for next year 2019. He will be 14, and so many activity install for him - temple trip, youth conference, first year of Seminary, may be youth camp as well…

[11:25 pm, 03/11/2018] ipeng: Our boy is growing up! Too fast!

Tuesday, October 23, 2018

Ministering Companions

This is my ministering companion sister – Sister Robinia. We purposely took this selfie for our ministering assignment, to introduce ourselves to the sisters under our care list.

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Sunday, October 14, 2018

Board Games Sunday

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Recently the children are very enthusiast in playing the board games, especially Monopoly!

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After we came back from the Church today, both taken their bath and started to sit down in the living room, took out the Monopoly board games and play!

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It is a Monopoly Board Games Sunday for the kids!

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Saturday, October 13, 2018

The Colours . Our World Art Exhibition 2018

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It is October and Jane Yap Atelier two years once Our World art Exhibition is here again. I believe this is what most of the parents and students are waiting for.

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This year due to our family have some financial constraints, Annabelle has stopped the art class at Teacher Jane while Issac still continue. Thus, only Issac participated in this year art exhibition.

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This year theme is "The Colours . Our World Art Exhibition 2018”. There are total of over 300 artworks and installation art produced by the students and teachers. These all are from the students from both Citta Mall and Gamuda Walk.

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This year Jane Yap Atelier is collaborating with CITTA Mall, fashion designer Cassey Gan and supported by UNICEF Malaysia. The students had fun exploring painting on fabric material instead of the norm. Students from different age group and skills worked as a team to paint on each bib.

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It is an opportunity and unforgettable experience for students to work together to produce these creative art pieces. Jane Yap Atelier teachers also chipped in by adding final touches to the children’s work.

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The students work on Cassey Gan’s unique Signature Bibs and Bags. The exclusive hand-painted Bibs and Bags and are available for sale and all proceeds will be donated to UNICEF Malaysia’s South East Asia Primary Learning Metric (SEA-PLM) initiative.

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We woke up early because the art exhibition is going to start at 10am, Teacher Jane asked the parents to bring the children as early as 9am. This year Alvin would not able to join due to his work at Johor Bahru.

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It was early as we reached at Citta Mall. We went to Mc Donald’s for our breakfast before we went up to The Space Exhibition Hall. Outside the exhibition hall, there are arranged seating as there would be a fashion show for the boys and girls to showcase the Bibs and Bags. Ele Mun was one of the models. He was back from his studies at UK for a temporarily break.

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The students are required to dress in white theme. Boys would be in white shirts, Girls would be in white blouse or in white dress like previous years. After the opening ceremony and speeches, the exhibition started with the fashion show. Various design of Bibs and Handbags were shown.

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After the show, the exhibition hall was opened for the visitors to view the art displays. I took some pictures with Issac art piece. I am really stunned with his artwork. As a 13 years old boy, he came out the art piece for me is an adulthood mind.

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He drawn numbers of stairs leading to all directions. The stairs were mainly in black and white, primary colour of red, blue and yellow, and secondary colour of orange and purple. There is a high pillar in the left, a small door at end of a stairway and a window hanging on top of the painting.

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The teacher named his work as ‘Life’! Indeed suits his artwork! I am really impressed as this young boy I have can produce such a I can say an adulthood art piece. Well… I am proud of him too!

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Something to be mentioned is that there is a big piece of art on the floor which were jointly produced by all the students together with the teachers. And, a cute hand drawn luggage too!

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The art exhibition will be from 13th October (Saturday) to 16th October (Tuesday) 2018, time from 11am to 8pm. Venue at The Space, Citta Mall 2nd Floor. Entrance is free.

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Wednesday, October 10, 2018

缘起不灭 可遇不可求

Too Yee Siang: 你还记得我们刚认识的时候你跟我借张曼娟《海水正蓝》看,然后你送我一张书签上写“缘起不灭”吗?有18年了吧?那个笑死人的文青年代。

Gene HS: 天呐。。竟然有这么鸡皮疙瘩的事。。我完全没印象 *掩面*。

Too Yee Siang: 缘起不灭书签是你结束实习的时候给的,我应该还有留着。

Too Yi Peng: Too Yee Siang, I still have it!!

Too Yi Peng: don't laugh la... i also not realize it is already 18 years!

Gene HS: 问题是我一点都想不起 。

Too Yi Peng: 你, 真够意思!!

Too Yi Peng: 让我回家拍照,让你回忆一下。

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Too Yi Peng: 我的是“可遇不可求”哩!

Too Yi Peng: Bibi Liew, still remember this?

Gene HS: omg..

Too Yi Peng: 所以,就如书签一样:你和雨翔真的是"缘起不灭“;我和你真的是”可遇不可求“哩!!18年不求不遇哩。。。

Gene HS: 快笑死。。大家约一约吃饭呗。

Too Yi Peng: 看我老弟几时得空再约 。

Bibi Liew: Too Yi Peng, 哈哈哈哈! 有这事?

Bibi Liew: 想起来了!!谢谢你还留着 。

Bibi Liew: Gene HS, 想起买书签。

Gene HS: 我想不起。。。。。

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Sunday, September 30, 2018

Brother Tesh Birthday Celebration

Sister Jennifer organised a surprise birthday party for Brother Tesh.

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All of us helped by bring a dish and keep it in secret.

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Eventually Brother Tesh found out but it has turned out to be a good gathering with the rest of the members!