From the WhatsApp message that Alvin texted last night, I felt uneasy in my heart because it seems like there might be something that I do not know off. This kind of feeling make me uncomfortable.
This is not the first time that he did not pick up the video call at all, gives me a sense of he is hiding something behind me - I just feel as he has woman again in Johor Bahru.
It is not a good feeling and it hurts so much and again.
I thought that that feeling would not come as I had been through it much before, but the feeling of being betrayed and heartache are not immunized just because I had experienced before.
The pain was real before and the pain is real now.
What are the things that I am not doing last time and this time as well? Is all these my fault? I really do not know.
I really feel tired.
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