[2:10 pm, 30/11/2018] C Alvin Yu:
Dear, in fact 2 days back o also mid writing message to u regards lord's love to our family just too busy halfway wrote n deleted no time to finish what inside my thoughts. Indeed god love us from day before u and kids converted, dos loves n guidance started while I first excepted thee since I convert SIB. That night when I raise my hand surrender to him I felt holy ghost had never left me n include guiding u n children. But over the years n in LDS, I except the teaching I respect n believe the church n prophets, but on certain matters I not cannot accept or reluctant to believe, is just I understand d plan of salvation, I value d time we in this mortal timeframe, but choices is individual. We sin every moment, we seek his forgiveness every day, we be honest with him n our love one every day. Dear I trust god will never punish or neglect his children soon as his children pray n have faith with him.. but do not use force to force ppl to believe Christ or thee, cause god never which that happens eventually ppl will leave him n this is what he not willing to c… he like more followers with faith n love him trust him.
[2:11 pm, 30/11/2018] C Alvin Yu:
This is what I am at this juncture.
Dear prayer is important cause it shows always put god in us at d 1st place. 2nd is family. Because without thy father in heaven we r nothing.
[2:15 pm, 30/11/2018] C Alvin Yu:
Dear, I love u n this family. But do in fact sometimes u try want me to bring out myself to talk to u, but u yourself seems not stabilize to listen what I m going to speak n lead me also quite not to say much... to receive matters to discuss have to be peaceful n mine clear, by not over react or over judgement... this only ppl will speak truth n heart to heart talk with each others.
[2:20 pm, 30/11/2018] C Alvin Yu:
U should know me well. I m a focus person. What I do or did n decision made with a plan but not in temporary (except guitar lesson, ha-ha but will still try to complete n learn yet give up, just need to stabilize myself 1st). Dear u n kids are my beloved family n all happiness r from u all. All burden stress all cause of u all I able to handle n put it down... cause I truly love u all.
[2:23 pm, 30/11/2018] C Alvin Yu:
I have things in myself, do like to honestly spell to u all, but need a right time for u to listen n solution... I do not like to have unhappiness faces or mood moment during all discussion. Because I felt as a family if cannot spell out within family members it will really burden me.. n I do not know who else to talk to.
[2:24 pm, 30/11/2018] C Alvin Yu:
Maybe today u felt why I wrote in long messages.. is nothing but my feeling inside n maybe holy ghost would like me to express out at this moment but not other days..
Love u all dear.
[2:24 pm, 30/11/2018] ipeng: I am listening.. dear
[2:31 pm, 30/11/2018] ipeng: We love you too
[2:32 pm, 30/11/2018] ipeng: You can talk to us what is in your mind and heart.
[2:33 pm, 30/11/2018] ipeng: That is family are for
[2:36 pm, 30/11/2018] ipeng:
I just like can sense your mind is in troubled and there is something you are facing now.. I do not know what is that.. but it’s must be something that you are thinking about all the time..
[2:39 pm, 30/11/2018] C Alvin Yu: Nice right laptop wall paper
[2:40 pm, 30/11/2018] C Alvin Yu: Always c u all n soften my heart every moment I going frust
[3:02 pm, 30/11/2018] ipeng: ^^
I know it is not easy for one to say what was in his heart out, even though I might feel a little bit not so comfortable and not easy, but I am grateful for his willingness to share for this family.
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