Learning Issac…

Last night at around 11.00pm, he came back. His fingers got hurt and bleeding. I do not know why.

It was the time when both children were sleeping. He did not say a thing, just went to bed.

I am now drinking the red wine that once both of us bought together. I called him just now, he was in the Karaoke session with his sub-contractors friends.

He told me, he is very happy today. Then, no more words from him. He is not coming back tonight.

These few days, I can sensed that he is starting to distance himself from us, and slowly detach himself from our life. Is this a good thing? Probably would be good for both of us and the children too?

I had started to review and study together with Issac these few days.

I bought a few Primary 1 and Primary 2 workbooks, so that we can do the extra workbooks together, at least can catch up his studies in school.

Last year I do not had any energy and mind at all after Alvin and I had divorced.

So, now I have to ‘heal’ my son and myself… we can walk out from this… yes, I know we can.