This week would be the last week of the Semester 1 of the year 2012. Time flies…
I remembered last Friday, Issac told me that, this Friday there will be a party in the school to celebrate the belated Teacher’s Day. The actual Teacher’s Day is on the 18th May 2012, which was last Friday
I think the school must be postponed the celebration due to, the whole last week was the examination week.
He said to me, “Mummy, Teacher Thein asked us to bring some food to school for party.”
“ OK. Then what you think you want to bring leh?”
“I don’t know…”
“OK. Let Mummy think what to give or let you bring the school for party at…”
Then, I just remembered Renee’s son Keenan is same class with Issac. Then, I text her…
21 May at 12:44
“Hi, check with u, got teacher’s day celebration at school when at?”
21 May at 14:34
“I also not quite sure. Friday.”
21 May at 16:09
“This Friday. There will be a small party in the class. U can cook or buy the food. What u wanna bring on that day?”
21 May at 17:07
“I dun have any idea. Actually quite tough time for me n my kids now. I m in the process of going thru divorce with Alvin. It had been almost 3 weeks the kids didn’t see their dad, n my son is very attach to him. I think of something at least can make my son happy..I don't know what to say, his dad having another affair again, n he is so madly in love now w a Christian girl at 28 years old…haiz…he willing to let go this family, n now I’ll got to take care of 2 kids…
21 May at 17:09
“Haiz…He never change. U can do it. Ivan is young, he will get used to new arrangement. Alvin left? Juz like that? As for d teacher’s day Friday, u get Ivan to to inform teacher what to bring. I bought cakes for Keenan.”
21 May at 17:17
“He started his new relationship only 15/3/12, n he lies to the girl he had been divorced. 21/3/12 he just wrote email to me request divorce. After that, I just go mad n look for the evidence, etc. Anyway, is history now, what made me hurt is he never call n talk to the kids anymore, even weekends too, dun bother to come back to c the kids. He told me, he now been baptized, n believe in god already. I told him, I believe in god too, n god knows what is happening…he moved out from the house already. Since last month, we had been discussed on the child support monies…probably this is my karma… n I still believe in karma. Just I got to learn how to let go…”
21 May at 17:34
“He is so cruel. Juz forget him. Hope he will pay d child support. Otherwise u will be very tight. What's your next plan?”
21 May at 18:08
“Last year I just quit my fulltime job, n do insurance fulltime just to make sure I get ready n fetch Ivan on time. It’s a sudden lower income. N this thing happen, luckily or god do take care of me, after CNY my friend got a project n ask me to manage for her, at least got a stabile income till July. I might look for a fulltime job later, insurance side still goes on…she might got more project…just keep the finger cross…”
21 May at 18:15
“Tell them, I mean d kids.”
21 May at 18:18
“You must find a fulltime job for sure to let children have more security. Currently both at d day care right? When’s d proceeding going to be finalized? What did u tell him?”
21 May at 21:48
“This week lawyer will be sending the joint petition, after sign off, wait for go to court…he is so desperate, I just feel like I had been taken advantage from him all these years. His name just cleared out from insolvency, n he is buying a condo. He didn’t know that I know everything, because I traced his emails, FB, his love blog with the girl.”
21 May at 21:56
“U help him pay the debt? Where he knows her? U very good n patient with him. It’s his lost.”
21 May at 21:58
“Initially I dun 1 2 divorce, but after I found out the ugly truth, no point for me to drag, n I dun have the mental strength to play the game. Better I just grab the kids while he wiling to let go, n start my life with the kids. It’s pain, because at the age of 39, he willing to let go this family n start all over again. He is the director n actor of whole show in front of his family, they didn’t call me n ask me about anything. They just know that, he had affair 4 years ago, n I am the 1 who take revenge on him. They dun even know he been together with the 1st still recently, n now got the 2nd 1.”
21 May at 22:00
“I didn’t pay his debt. Instead, he use my name to take personal loan to buy 2nd hand car for his 1st affair.”
21 May at 22:02
“His project supplier, he cover very well. I think even his brother didn’t know about that, even he work for his elder brother.”
21 May at 22:07
“OMG”
21 May at 22:09
“That is why I said, I accept it because this may b my karma. But I still believe in karma, because just like I saw at FB just now. No need for revenge, those who hurt u will eventually get busted. It is really hurt…”
21 May at 22:10
“Use it name…How? Take back d car lo. Man can b an asshole. And, how he can give up d kids. Hey, u must be strong. No point sad or headache of him. Not worth it. F*** off with his family too. Y they say u want revenge? They blind or what?
21 May at 21:16
“I also dun think of 1 2 explain further to them. My friend ask me, y dun u just go to the girl n tell the truth? What next then? I believe the truth will be revealed itself when time comes. My dad said, raise up 2 kids, forget about that man.”
21 May at 22:20
“Ask me to take personal loan to buy 2nd hand car for his own use n hire purchase loan, after few months then say 1 2 change car. Then old me that old car sell off to his friend. N, I am the most stupid woman in the world to trust him, because I still believe in him n our family.”
21 May at 22:24
“U know me during our schooling time. Am I like that? I need to live well, n earn back my pride n dignity, n educate 2 kids well. To live well just for myself, even better than the past 10 years with him!”
21 May at 22:33
“Oh…I agreed with it dad. Forget him. No point confront d girl. Coz u never know she will face d same as hid he x change. So, juz get rid of him. Raise it kids is d priority. Take back d car. Or sell it.”
21 May at 22:36
“U see when we r married, we change. For better or worst. At times, we r blinded with what happening n hope something god will eventually happened. U gave him changes. Too bad he dun see it. U must keep going. So, dun think about d past.”
21 May at 22:37
“Where’s your dad? Is he nearby? Now u need family backup. Your siblings?”
21 May at 22:37
“He got a bit of conscience, as the car he sold off n settle already. Imagine for the last 5 years, he is been paying 2 sides expenses, n he only back for 3 to 4 days a week.”
21 May at 22:41
“He is here, staying with Esiang at Subang. I am the earlier on who isolated with them. U know what? 4 years ago, Esiang is the 1 called him busted. Now, I m the one call him that.”
21 May at 22:53
“Oh…Dun think like that. Esiang will understand de. U choose to give him chance to change. It x work out d way u want. But I think u know deep down, only u dun want to accept. Still, its never too late.”
After I saw the last message, I didn’t reply already. Ya, may be she is right…deep down inside my heart, I just do not want to accept it…
I keep on running away from my fate… It comes to me eventually…
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