Final Full Stop!

Finally, today is the day that he packed up his clothing and walked off from home. In the morning he attended the morning service to the Setapak Lutheran Church which is a Catholic Church.

He was so angry and asked me, “Why did you go and tell our home stories to the nearby salon hair stylish? even the smallest details things also she know about it?”

I did not expect he went to the salon for a hair cut, and then the hair stylist had told him everything. The woman is not trustable! And I would never to go that salon any more.

He told me that he do not want to give me false hope, it is because both of us cannot be together again anymore. He told me off that, it shown to the other people that I am that type of person when I am the one go and tell to other persons about our own family matters.

I was so pissed off, and told him straight to the face that, “ You want me to treat you how? When you were with Joe, do you ever think that I am your wife? When you would only think of me? When you need me that time? For money? For my credit card? Or what? For using my name to loan something? I know it everything? Ever since your name have been cleared out from the bankcruptcy, you just want to kick me aside? How you want to treat me now? Or how I supposed to treat you after all the things you have done to me?”

He said, “Did I ever make your name blacklisted? Whoever tell these things to you?”

Eventually because of both Issac and Annabelle were here, we stopped our arguements there. He just packed his stuffs and left the home. Before he left, he told me that, he would wants to bring both children going back to Kuching for Chinese New Year. I just told him that, I will bring kids back to Kuching and because Mama also old age already.

Finally, today just officially put a full stop to our trial periods of 2 months!

Shah Alam Wet World Water Park 27 Jan 2013

This is the 2nd time I came together with the children, 1st time for Daddy to come with us. This time around I guess is more fun than previously we came only 3 of us. Daddy can accompany Issac to play more on the rides, whereby last time I cannot play with Issac more, as I was afraid of Annabelle would be alone at the same time.

We arrived early around 9.30am, but the Water Park not yet open, thus we went to the playground near the park and play for awhile. There were some other children there too. At sharp 10.00am, then we went back to the Water Park and start to queue for our turns to enter the park.

This time around, all of us can enjoy in the Thunder River, Pirates Cove, Bermuda Triangle, Storm Rider, Whirlwind Escape, Super Hurricane, Tornado Rush, Kiddy Typhoon Lagoon. Daddy able to accompany Issac played the Super Hurricane which is the latest slide at Wet World Water Park Shah Alam. Super Hurricane would provide the most memorable experience definitely.

In addition, two other newly introduced are Thunder River and the Caribbean Rider. With just sitting on the floats, you will forge ahead without stopping. Two of this, I did try together with Annabelle. It was really fun!

All day wading and playing in the water can increase a person’s appetite. Wet World Cafe is providing light meals, snacks and hot and cold drinks which can refresh the body.

We did order some fried meehon, fried rice, fried chicken, nuggets together with the drinks as well for our craving of food after the play.

I can really see Daddy was happy for being with kids. Both Issac and Annabelle too, were happy too as it was more happy than previously we came.

After the Wet World, we were thinking of going to the Aquarium next to it but only found out that the Aquarium not more there, as the existing place where it located had became an abandoned area and construction were leaving behind there.

Immediately, my thought was like, “Things do change, don’t they?”

Daddy just sent us back home and he left afterwards back to his place at Kuala Lumpur. I know he will miss the children too…

Surely, I know that both of the children were having a fun and happy day. That is the only thing that matter to me…

 

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The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveller, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less travelled by,
And that has made all the difference.

~ Robert Frost

30 Dec 2012

2012年 ~ 走過一些起伏、一些選擇、一些困頓、一些阻礙、一些掙扎、一些突破、一些失落、一些學習、一些再成長....

2012年沒有白過，但卻不代表這一年走過的一切都已揭示出意義，畢竟，生命總是持續的在教導、在醞釀、在發酵，而今年所遇到的人事物，也許在某一天，才能整個看到更全面的意義，與更被洞察出的關鍵意涵。

Dinner with a White Sangha 21 Oct 2012

Tonight we have a quite a wonderful dinner together with Aunt Jasmine’s family with our new friend – David. David is a Buddhist. He is from America.

David currently stayed at Joyfully Together Mindfulness Practice Centre in Kota Kemuning, whereby is the meditation centre in the tradition of Thich Nhat Hanh and Plum Village.

This is the centre which both Ed Mun and Jasmine goes every Sunday and practice their meditation there.

David got to know this centre at Cambodia where he have helped a children home called Cambodian Children’s House of Peace. It is a local Non-Governmental Organisation which provides food, clothing, education, health care, recreation, arts, moral development and all the other things children need to grow and develop into proper citizens.

He is a very good artist and story teller. He have published a picture book and the earnings which he sells from this book will go to the children home.

This evening, Ed Mun and Jasmine wanted to bring him around and we went to the Brickfields. And, introduce to David to try some Indian food - Banana Leaf rice and eating using hand.

This is quite an experience for him. After which, we walked along the streets around and Brickfields and window shopping along the traditional Indian shops and seeing their culture.

It was a nice and great dinner. Both Issac and Annabelle are happy seeing this old grand papa and enjoyed his company.

Annabelle Birthday Home Celebration 1 Oct 2012

Daddy asked Mummy to buy a small birthday cake for Annabelle’s birthday home celebration.

This is the first birthday that Daddy is not staying with us, but I know that he still loves Issac and Annabelle very much.

He would not wants to miss every single of their birthday. Due to his work, he can only come to our house at night.

Thus, Mummy just went straight to the bakery and cake shop bought a small cake. I know that Annabelle loves Daddy and to celebrate her birthday together with her Daddy.

Daddy came to home at night. Mummy took the cake out from the fridge.

It is a chocolate moist cake with a strawberry and a mini macaroon on top of the cake as decoration.

I put on 5 sticks of the birthday candles. All of us together, sang Annabelle the birthday song and she blew the candles.

I can see from her face, she really enjoyed that moments, and sang together with us the “Happy Birthday” song. I took a photo of Annabelle together with Daddy cutting the birthday cake.

After we ate the birthday cake, Daddy brought a surprise birthday present to Annabelle.

It is a kid’s scooter! And, she loves it so much! Issac too, because both of them can share the scooter sometime.

I can feel Issac too, he was a bit quite during Daddy was here.

May be he was hiding his love and excitement inside his heart, as he afraid that he would miss his Dad more.

My heart was aching when I noticed this. Eventually, I encouraged him to join in when Daddy assemble Annabelle’s new scooter, then he was relaxing a bit.

Both Issac and Annabelle were happy whenever they saw their Daddy around.

Annabelle Birthday The Core Celebration 1 Oct 2012

I have been planning and put on my thinking hat a lot for Annabelle’s Birthday.

I do not know why, may be it is because ever since we had been separated, Daddy moved out and staying somewhere else…making me put in effort in things that would make both of the kids happy.

Lately, I had the opportunity to go to the Wondermilk Cupcakes House at Citta Mall while waiting for both Issac and Annabelle come out from their art class at Jane Yap Atelier.

It really do amazed me with all sorts of cute designs cupcakes. Thus, made me decided that I place an order a box of cupcakes with her name on it as her birthday celebration at school.

I ordered a week earlier and took the cake on Sunday and kept it at the store room in the house.

She was so excited during seeing her cake. The cupcakes is indeed beautiful.

I prepared the party bags for her classmates as well. I bought quite a lot of titbits and pencil cases with stationeries for her friends too.

After sending Annabelle in the morning to The Core, Issac together with me went for our breakfast.

Issac Primary 1 is in the afternoon class, so I can bring him together and we celebrate Annabelle birthday at school.

Around the recess time, Issac was helping Mummy to take the 2 big green bags contained with the party bags. I was taking the cupcake box to her classroom. Her classroom is at the 1st floor.

All the children were excited and happy too. We sang together “Happy Birthday” song to her, and Annabelle was so happy. Issac too, squeeze in the group of children.

Her teacher helped us to take a group photo together with her classmates.

After which, I sent Issac back to Aunty Joyce’s house to get ready to go to his school.

She is happy. Hopefully, she does not feel lack of love in home…