Like another busy Saturday, I have to wake up Issac as usual for his school art class at 8:00am. He woke up quite early, as he said he need to go down to Pedas Linggi to settle some personal issues. Then, will go down to Malacca for a site visit.
I sent Issac go to class as usual, just asked him to look after Annabelle for a while, then after I came back from school. He just left the house, to site according to him. But eventually, I knew he is not…
I accompanied the children to their Teacher Alex Art Class, then we had our lunch at KFC. In the afternoon back at home, I did the usual weekly cleaning while both children were playing at the room.
I did give a call to him, just checking he is safely arrive at Malacca. Quite late then he called us back, nearly dinner time, around 6:30pm. He told me that, he stayed with the architect and contractors at Equatorial Hotel Malacca. During that time, the children were asleep already, because after they skipped the afternoon nap time.
I just toying around the ideas that he is with his new girl, lover. I just checking around his email and I discovered something new in his contacts lists. Finally, I had found all the emails where he kept and stored. I forwarded to my email address.
I read all those emails and my heart was pumping fast, faster and faster. I can feel my face, ears are turning red and warm, I can feel my anger within. All those things he mentioned to me and wrote to me, sms to me are all lies!!!!
He is not clean as he is claimed.
My mind was filled with hopes suddenly changed, and became clear…that I knew from the bottom from my heart, his heart is no longer with me…And, divorce is the only solution in front of us.
Friend asked me to forgive him and the girl.
I said, “What can I do? I got to accept the facts. I need to calm down. I need to think what is ahead of me. And, I would not have any ideas I would able to forgive him?”
“Why he do these things to me?"
After 10 years of being together, cannot compare to a less than 30 days affair?
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